I don't like wat I'm feeling now...feeling so tired, feeling something is missing and change...I also don't noe why I feeling like too...is it I don't have enough rest or wat....AH...I hate this feeling now...feeling so down...I just wan to be the cheerful girl that I usual to be....just why I can't get back to that feeling anymore...haiz...maybe time will have the rite answer for me ba...Or I just need a break...I break so I could stay away from here...stay away from all the feeling I have now...CAN I???

*~...miss the cheerful ME...~*

Wah...this month a lot of ppl birthday sia...lolx...didn't noe that there is so many Dec baby...haha...this week also went to sing K so many time sia...firstly went on Mon...with my bowling friends (Ping, Ray, Marco, JunLin, Angel, Yu Wei and Wen Wei)...haha...then on Wed went with my classmate (Gena, YingYing, Remus, Mark, YanLin and her bf) to celebrate Clement's birthday...then today went to have early birthday celebration for Jasmond's birthday...lolx...I think I'm sick of singing KTV le...so call me out for shopping or have lunch can...but don't call me to go singing again...I sian liao...but if u really wan me to go...u have to treat then I will go...haha...and also don't noe why feeling so tired nowadays...don't ask me y...I also don't noe y...feel that I need a break...I need some holiday...haiz...too much of working liao...this shld be the reason ba...(",

*~...feel so lost now...~*

It's holiday time....yeah...don't need to sch then go work...so I wouldn't be so tired...lolx..yesterday went china black straight after work with eugene, alvin and karene...wah...wat a experiences...who say Singaporean don't have night life...so many ppl there yesterday sia...didn't really get to dance in the dance pool haiz...so sian...have to leave early because my mum scold liao...haiz...so sad...nvm...next time I will go there early...so I can enjoy more...

*~...feeling something is missing in my life...~*

Just remember that I long time nv blog liao...lolx...holiday coming soon liao....so fast....but still have to work during the holidays....haiz...btw...if anyone call me and I nv pick up that mean I'm working at that moment...just give me a miss call I will call u back....and now I just wan to say that....wat a big change that my sci fac has make....after the incident happen that day...we manage to talk to her and she realli make the changes...she much better now...now we enjoy more on science lesson liao...lolx...and then is my bowling training...haiz...it's getting tougher liao...so many phyiscal training sia...after the training ache here ache there...lolx...that all I can say....tomlo start workin le...have slp early...

*~...sometime changes is make so that things will get better off...~*