haiz....suddenly feel so stress....so many things to settle...like how to claims the money, payment of bills, etc...how I hope I have a elder brother or sister...someone who can help me to do all the things or share the burden with me....I think no one can understand how I feel now....everyone think that being the only child is so great...don't need to share thing with ur slibing...but how I hope I can share my feeling with someone...haiz...although sometimes I do get help from my cousins....but they have their things to do too....it bad to trouble ppl too...sometime feel so tired...not physically...can't let my mind to rest or slow down a bit...cause now I'm the only one that can settle all the things....not a very peaceful holiday...

*~...Cherish the time with ur love one, cause no one will noe wat will happen tomlo...~*
*~...Holding back my tears is the only way I can repay all the care and concern I receive...~*