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Sunday, February 27, 2005

Decided to blog...after so long nv blog liao...so fast Chinese new year is over le and everything seen to be back in normal now...but still trying to get use to the new life....I still miss my dad a lot sometimes...haiz...so fast going to one month le...still trying to hold back my tears infront of my mum whenever we talk about my dad and whenever we go pray to my dad at bright hill for 49 days....nv wan to feel alone nowadays...cause I will start thinking about him and the days we will together....try to cheer up my mum and act that I'm strong but I'm not...I still break down sometime...but not infront my mum...worry for so many thing...studies esp...haiz...cause I have promise my dad to do well in my studies and I don't wan to let him down....

*~...I wan to be strong but being strong is so hard, still miss u badly...~*

Lost @ 1:28 AM

Tuesday, February 8, 2005

It's been a long time since I last blog...rem last time I blog...it was before my Dad left us...suddenly my world broke down into pieces...I still rem how he carry me when I was young...how he protect me frm everything....how the whole family celebrate new year...I realli miss u...Pa...feel so lonely for this coming Chinese New Year...how can u just left us without any words...see you lying there with no breathing I was scare and I shed no tears...I also don't noe why...my world spin and I don't noe wat to do...in that moment I just need a shoulder to cry on...but now onli keeping myself busy make me stop crying...

*...have to say thank u to all my friends...thankz for the care that u all have given me...it's realli means a lot to me...*

*~...Pa, I will keep the promise I promise u...but I will miss u always...~*

Lost @ 1:52 AM