Decided to blog...after so long nv blog liao...so fast Chinese new year is over le and everything seen to be back in normal now...but still trying to get use to the new life....I still miss my dad a lot sometimes...haiz...so fast going to one month le...still trying to hold back my tears infront of my mum whenever we talk about my dad and whenever we go pray to my dad at bright hill for 49 days....nv wan to feel alone nowadays...cause I will start thinking about him and the days we will together....try to cheer up my mum and act that I'm strong but I'm not...I still break down sometime...but not infront my mum...worry for so many thing...studies esp...haiz...cause I have promise my dad to do well in my studies and I don't wan to let him down....
*~...I wan to be strong but being strong is so hard, still miss u badly...~*