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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

so paiseh...on friday...have a vocal audition...cause I joining the sch's jammera IG...in the vocal section...so paiseh that day sia...we have to sing infront the instructor...and they nv tell us to prepare songs so not choice have to think on the spot...at that time all I can remember is F.I.R's songs...then he just nod nod his head and test how I react the tones he play on the piano...he did the same thing again..just nod nod his head and smile...haiz...the most paiseh thing is that wat I say outside of the room...he can hear wat I say...so paiseh...cause all I think out the room is that I sure cannot make it one...and they even ask us to pay money for every session cause last yr a lot of ppl nv come and the instructor come for nothing so must pay money to make sure we come...sobz sobz...I think I'm not joining cause I can't afford to have CCA that needs to pay money...haiz..I think I better join other IG ba...
then yesterday Karene and I went to Weiping's birthday chalet...so many ppl sia...at first we went there we feel so left out...then not choice we went to BBQ pit there to help out and talk around there...so that all man...anyway hope Weiping like the present...
So sian UT straight down the week...hope tomlo UT not like the UT on web-multimedia...otherwise trouble comes again...",)

*~...Miss you bit by bit, how I hope I can listen to ur voice again..~*

Lost @ 9:13 PM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

quite busy this few weeks...give tuition alomost everyday...because all pri sch is having exams now...haiz...but keeping myself busy is the only and the best way for me...so that I wouldn't feel so lonely....sometime I still feel like breaking down and cry just for nothing...still feeling lost...lost in my emotions...don't understand what am I feeling now...all I hope is to find someone to cry on...don't dare to cry in-front of my mum anymore...don't wan her to worri about me...just wan to be strong in-front of her...but how long can I last...how long I can wear this mask of happy..I realli don't noe the ans...haiz...
oh ya...went to my ITE class gathering chalet...it was very fun and so happi to see all of them again...not much change in them...",) miss those old days...those carefree days...miss the old me...the cheerful one...

*~...Sometime happiness can be a mask, but when the real happiness is infront of u, u will not even notice abt it...~*

Lost @ 12:07 AM